I don’t really have an agenda for writing today. No well-thought out cohesive commentary on the things that are going on in my world. So today, you’re going to be treated to what a typical day for me is like, at least in my head. Here are my thoughts on this beautiful, comfortable Sunday. I… Read More NaBloPoMo Day 8: Sunday Wrapup
I haven’t had a rational thought in a day and a half. I’ve barely gotten out of bed. I’ve given up on almost everything. And I can’t stop myself from metaphorically hitting myself while I’m down. Everything I feed to myself is self-hatred, everything I hear is negative, anything positive is a lie. I can’t… Read More Crashing to the Ground
1. I went to go get bloodwork done this morning. I asked a question about how I should be taking one of my medications and was assured that I was taking it correctly. (Wish it were working better, however. It’s one of my blood pressure medications and it’s still really high.) 2. I tried a… Read More July 7, 2015: Three Good Things
Dinner tonight was an unmitigated disaster. At noon, I started the crock pot to give us tasty, tasty chicken stroganoff. It was a new recipe and I was eager for it to be dinner time so we could try it. Dinner time rolled around and I start the water for the noodles. Then I go… Read More A Step Toward Self-Care
I’ve not been myself lately. It started with dinner last night. I didn’t have dinner on the table ready to go when my wife came home to eat on her lunch break (she works 2-11 pm) and my mind told me I was a horrible person for making her wait. She only had so much… Read More The Reality of Unreality: The Mindstorm
Today I had a period of time that I completely checked out. It was bad. Let me try to relate to you what I experienced. The best that we can remember, I was already in a bad mood, believing that I wasn’t being productive, that I was being lazy, despite accomplishing quite a few things… Read More A Flaw in the Line
NSFW: Brief language.